Hey everyone. So...I hope you fuckers've been great. I've been a fucking mess. Wow. Honestly, time goes by and I can't even keep track, the past is a blur and the present is fading. If that makes sense. So much shit happened... One of the main things was...uhh,,,I tried it again. The first time, the branch snapped and I fell. Second time, the belt wasn't tight enough so I just fell again. It's one thing to give up...but when you can't even give up successfully it just hurts even more. Then, I fucking relapsed. I started breaking because someone didn't spend lunch or anything with me. It sounds stupid now, because it is, and I obviously regret it but I'm confused as to why I keep relapsing like this every two fucking months. This...is all I've been thinking about recently.
That's really about it...
What actually hasn't helped at all is that my bluetooth mouse keeps disconnecting every so often, for no reason. It's infuriating.
Enough about me bitching
Feel like crap. And that's basically it.
Shoutouts. Imma do that every Journal post now, just to show I still give a shit. Because these people are fucking awesome;