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So, hi again fuckers! I have a whole lot of shit I want to write about right now. First of all, I want to start a new series but I don't really have anything on it yet. I just feel the need to write a new story series, so look out for that. Next, I just went to a psychiatrist and apparently a lot of the social anxiety stuff is just caused by my own head. So, I took kalms(sleeping pills, essentially) which have been helping out my anxiety. They don't make it disappear, but it does go for a little while. And I feel a lot more chill. He said I have the ability to surpass my anxiety, the kalms are just a mechanism to get me started. So, about the writing thing. I went to my english teacher about it, and apparently he's going to help me out with college applications and stuff. Which is totally fucking awesome! I can't wait 'till I get that sorted out. What I will say, and I don't want to talk about it that much to be honest, is that sometimes when you know shit's going to go down and you can't control it...it's....hard to describe...but it makes my anxiety crazy, I can't stop blaming myself or just trying to change something that can never be changed. That shit's the worst. I have loads of shit to think about and time's going way too fast for me to handle it.

Anyways
Enough about me, I can't help but thank these people for their continued support. I fucking love you all, don't ever think otherwise either. You fuckers are awesome. Don't forget that. :) And if you have advice, or just want to chat then feel free. I appreciate both of them, so thanks for continuing with your support and shit.:tighthug:

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Right, imma go start my series now. I'll upload a chapter every day or so. So don't forget to look out for it.
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: People cry for help
  • Reading: The thoughts of others
  • Watching: The world slowly die
  • Playing: With logical solutions to the problems of others
  • Eating: Defeat and facing it head-on
  • Drinking: The guilt from bad things I've done in the past

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Right. Okay. So, I'm actually going to write something important here, to describe myself rather than just random stuff people probably care more about. So, My name is Jack, don't ask my age because I always forget it and I like all forms of writing or literature. I enjoy drawing too, which goes well with writing because I can illustrate exactly what I'm trying to visualise. I may or may not be a cat, my webcam shows I have super-long messy hair and the fact I constantly feel the need to wear cat ears. I like to be deep, and have lots of meaning and I like to be the friend of outcasts of society. Since I am one, it's only fair. Only difference is that I look for other people who're outcasted. Some say it's fate but all I really want to do is help. I have attempted suicide 7 times now, and that's gotten to the point where I'm just passively suicidal - I don't care if I die or not. A LOT of my poetry is based on stuff that happens or has happened, I like to write how I feel and I've been told I'm good at it. I don't think there's much else I can say, I've been bullied for years my whole life and it still goes on, I get told I should kill myself constantly by people. But hey, fuck those people. The fact of the matter is; I stand out. I stand out because I just like being myself, and I don't play by your daddy's rules. The last thing to write is I know how it feels to have no-one. I go through social anxiety so I know how it feels for that too. My point is, if you need someone, ever, then drop me a note and I'd be happy to send you a lot of paragraphs. I like to give advice and expand on thoughts, or just look at them in different ways. So yeah.
Thank you for reading this semi-emotional soliloquy.
Love you all.
:tighthug:
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"If today is the worst day ever – tomorrow has to be better."
~Ikusaba Marco (Mirai Nikki)

"As long as there’s at least one person who understands me, I’ll be okay."
~Ami Kawashima (Toradora!)

"Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be on your side."
~Inori Yuzuriha (Guilty Crown)
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welshdragon Featured By Owner 2 days ago
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Unstablefriend Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Hey, I drew something for you, check it out. I hope you like it
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IsabellaTwibell Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave! :)
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Thanks for the fave, man
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Unstablefriend Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015
Thanks for the favs
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Anadin Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave :)
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vikinglore Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the fav
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HellsDivine Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  New member
Thanks for the faves and watch!
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IsabellaTwibell Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the fave! :)
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LuvZelda Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
THANKS FOR THE FAV :3 Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-02 (Kawaii) [V1]
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Butter-Lie Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Student Writer
Hello EmbraceTheDisco!  My dear friend, I just wanted to wish you well and all the best for 2015.  Please never forget your awesomeness and strength... love you much!
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spxcialneeds Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favourite. 
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Butter-Lie Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you for the Watch EmbraceTheDisco and keep safe and keep well!!!
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JadeTheBard95 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you very much for the fave! :D
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Butter-Lie Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Student Writer
Hi Jack...what a selfless purpose and goal to change the world! Were there more people who believed this was possible, it would make such a big difference.  Keep on keeping on and keep your eye on the prize....well done!
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