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EDIT: I am reposting this for reasons of I actually want to keep it on my dA page thingy. If you want to know how I'm doing at the moment, I'm fucking horrible. Been getting really stressed, especially with the way I've been putting my own problems below everyone else's. Still though, I'm not going to give in and this is my fucking life goal now, just to help people. I want to keep this up top because sometimes I can post stupid shit, and that can get in the way of how serious I want to be. I just want you fuckers to know that if you need someone to vent to, a shoulder to cry on, or just a friend, I'm here. Love you fuckers. :tighthug:

Now, my first main point is that I want to change this world that is slowly killing itself. I want to make it a better place, as much as I possibly can. I want to help those that need it, and I want to do as people have done for me when I was down... I hope you can read Japanese, if you can't, my profile avatar reads; "suicide." Now, let's get down to the stuff I want to write to all of you fuckers about. First of all, I have attempted suicide 5 times in my life. I will explain those 5, right now. 
First attempt, I was 11 and had no-one who cared for me. I cut my wrist profusely then watched myself bleed. I didn't die though, so I attempted suicide again by jumping out of a 2-story window. Third attempt, I already had marks on my wrist, but I cut myself again over 100 times... still didn't die, nor didn't need to go to the hospital. I ate pills in an attempt to OD, which was my fourth right after the third. Fifth? Attempted to drown myself in the bathtub... Didn't go as well as planned.

I hope it's obvious that I don't want to live in this fucked-up world. I decided I'd live through it to help others who have it worse than me, and have bigger problems than mine. 
Anyways, my point in all of this is that I want to make this world a better place to live in, as much as possible. Sure, there'll be bullies and people who want to destroy everything around them, but you know what? 
Fuck them. I choose to keep standing no matter fucking what. Have a problem with that? You need to get out of my fucking face.
That's all I wanted to say. Anyone can join me in my quest to change, literally all I want to do is be there for people when they truly need it.

I also want to thank all of my watchers for supporting me in my writing and poetry and shit.
I love all of you fuckers, including those who don't know who I am. Heart 
Now, enjoy this list of people on dA I give a shit about. Tight Hug
If I missed anyone out below here, tell me please! And if you just want to be on the list, then you can be too! ;) (Wink)
:iconimmortalachaos: :iconhollyleafforever99: :icongogo-ghosty: :iconkyruto-chan: :iconelectricweasle: :icondkenreeks: :iconsweetcidal: :iconsakura-yotobari: :iconmoona-night: :iconcenitopius: :icontwilidragonrin: :iconintress: :iconbritheunicorn: :iconisabellatwibell: :iconhisangelgoddess2010: :iconthehumanrythim: :iconthesilhouett3: :iconluvzelda: :icon143peace: :iconcarapherneiia: :iconnooneknowswheretogo: :iconthefaultyerror: :iconzach3443:
  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: People cry for help
  • Reading: The thoughts of others
  • Watching: The world slowly die
  • Playing: With logical solutions to the problems of others
  • Eating: Defeat and facing it head-on
  • Drinking: The guilt from bad things I've done in the past


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If you're into anime, you should probably see these animes that I've quoted below here. They mean a lot, especially the strawberry quote from L. ;)

"I'll give you a strawberry if you keep this a secret."
~L (Death Note)

"If today is the worst day ever – tomorrow has to be better."
~Ikusaba Marco (Mirai Nikki)

"Even if we forget the faces of our friends, we will never forget the bonds that were carved into our souls."
~Otonashi Yuzuru (Angel Beats!)

"Not a single God would cause a miracle for me…"
~Sunako Kirishiki (Shiki)

"As long as there’s at least one person who understands me, I’ll be okay."
~Ami Kawashima (Toradora!)

"Even if everyone calls you a liar, even if you hate yourself, I’ll be on your side."
~Inori Yuzuriha (Guilty Crown)

"I heard that when things were painful for her, she’d cover her ears with headphones and escape to the world of music. I tried it too. It was like everything was blown away. The vocals screamed for me. They grieved for me. The ones who put on the act of common sense were wrong. Those who cried were right. We, the lonely, were more human."
~Iwasawa Masami (Angel Beats!)

"This world is rotten, and those who are making it rot deserve to die. Someone has to do it, so why not me? Even if it means sacrificing my own mind and soul, it's worth it. Because the world... can't go on like this. I wonder... what if someone else had picked up this notebook? Is there anyone out there other than me who'd be willing to eliminate the vermin from the world? If I don't do it, then who will? That's just it: there's no one. But I can do it. In fact, I'm the only one who can. I'll do it. Using the Death Note, I'll change the world."
~Light Yagami (Death Note)


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Butter-Lie Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you for the Watch EmbraceTheDisco and keep safe and keep well!!!
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JadeTheBard95 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you very much for the fave! :D
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Butter-Lie Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Student Writer
Hi Jack...what a selfless purpose and goal to change the world! Were there more people who believed this was possible, it would make such a big difference.  Keep on keeping on and keep your eye on the prize....well done!
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racketify Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Student General Artist
thank you for the fav and i hope you watch to see more cool stuff.
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LittleFireStar Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorite ^^
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist
Thanks for the favorite!
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FallenDarkness98 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave :aww:
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Shuttlec0ck Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot :D
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ThePubeWizard Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Cheers for faving my poetry 
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist
Thanks for supporting me again! :3
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GoGo-Ghosty Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Student General Artist
thanks for faving my art~
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Sweetcidal Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the llama
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist
Thanks for thinking my doodle fits in the category of amazing stuff!
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SleentheBeast Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Professional General Artist
Hey Jack. Thanks so much for the fave! Oh wow that looks like fingers! Sorry I was looking at that waterfall piece while I was typing.
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Unstablefriend Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014
Thanks for the watch, the llama and the mentions in the collections.
i rhymed yeah!
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